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Caring for buckets is an installation of hand printed Japanese paper and found packaging material which are wheat pasted on the wall. It measures 12 by 15 feet and it is printed with photolithography, monotype and stamping. The image is based on a balcony situated on Parc Avenue in Montreal. The majority of the plants depicted are plants I know, and I have been growing at my house and at Concordia University for several years. Some stamped elements, such as ropes and cords, are taken from material I collected from my balcony.